Found out this morning that my numbers have dropped and the pregnancy is not viable. Thought I was 11 weeks but the pregnancy never made it past 5 weeks. Started my medication to miscarry now just waiting. But I have so much anger, hurt, sadness inside of me that I am lashing out at my so. I know he has to work but am so angry and hurt that he can not be home with me. I have my 4 year old home its me and he does not understand why mommy is sad. I just want to curl into a ball and hide forever. This is my second loss but it does not seem any easier. I just don't understand why this happens to people who live their kids and so desperately want children, but you have people that could care less and have no issues procreating. It make me sick!!