When your whole family is way too excited for you to get pregnant and it hasn’t happened yet. And get asked the same thing every time. And because you don’t want to break down and cry you just say...

“idk, it’ll happen when it happens” you don’t tell them that you’re seeing a doctor and taking medication to help you because your body can’t do it alone.

Meanwhile, everyone you know has a baby or is pregnant...

Now I feel like it’ll never happen. I want to give up so much, but I physically can’t do it.

Watching anything to do with babies makes me cry because all I want to be is a mommy.

When people ask me what I want for Christmas I think in my head “to have a baby” but I tell them that idk....