My heart is BREAKING!

No bashing please!

My 1st born is 2years and 8 months (Boy), my 2nd born is 3 months old(Boy).

Thursday I did a PG test, and turns out I am PG again!

My life feels as if its ending.

My heart is broken and I just cant see myself with another baby so soon. I feel guilty for all the bad things I am thinking and even considdering abortion or even thinking about it. I dont want to tell anny one...especialy not our parents.

I just need some ears to listen and if there is any advice. But please no bashing...nothing can make me feel worse.💔

I was not kna any pill, was strugling with breastfeeding, so guess that was the loophole.

But nevertheless...no excuses 😞