I'm 5 weeks today.

We told my dad today and I thought he would be excited. No smile, no hug, nothing. When we told him we were going to tell my mom today his response was oh no you shouldn't wait at least a month or two.

I was already a bit nervous about telling my mom (she thinks we need to be married 10 years before having a kid) so now I really don't want to tell her.

I get the risk for miscarriage is high (I'm a nurse). But I wanted to tell those closest to me to share in my excitement and would be there for me if anything happens.

This is supposed to be so exciting and it's just not. ugh. Merry Christmas.