Sadness

I’m 16 my mom is locked away i haven’t seen her in along time my dad doesn’t pay any attention to me I have no family I hate this time of year this is one of the few times I get to see my dad and we have already gotten into 3 fights. I don’t understand this world or my life I wish I could be normal. I don’t understand why he hates me so much why I can’t ever make him happy why he leaves me and never calls never ask how I’m doing ? I want my parents back. I hear all the time at school about how there parents went to do this and that and how they love this time of year !