trying to be happy for others

2017 was just not our year.... 2 miscarriages. was really hoping for a Christmas baby but that just didn't happen. yesterday was full of announcements, baby's everywhere, except me. I know there are others feeling the same way and I know it's not just me. I really am happy for my friends and family who are now expecting, either their first or their second. But I'm also insanely jealous and envious of their ttc journey. so many we weren't even really trying! our first month! .... I've lost two babies and I just want it to be my turn. holding out hopes for 2018. but it's getting harder and harder to stay positive.

Baby dust to all you ladies trying and may 2018 be our year!!