Sitting on the bathroom floor

I've just felt different the past few days, and when I didn't start my period today I took a test. My fiancé and I want a baby, but our wedding is in 11 months.

When I looked at the test the only thing I felt was scared. No wait, TERRIFIED. I thought for sure I'd be overwhelmed with happiness but... I'm just so scared.

And now I feel terrible that I'm so scared... surely this isn't supposed to be your first reaction?

I've been sitting here praying for an hour now and I just need some encouragement