My fiancé and I are less than 11 months away from our wedding. I was planning on restarting my birth control after this period.

Well... this period never came.

I started to feel super weird so I took a test and its positive!

Of course when I've dreamed of this moment I always thought it would be the happiest moment of my life. But instead I just feel scared.

TERRIFIED is a better word for it. I swear I almost passed out. And now I feel like a horrible person because happiness wasn't my first reaction

Is this how everyone feels?