I’m shaking right now that’s how overwhelmed I am, I have 5 month old twins who are army crawling, and driving me mad. I love my boys but I never get time to myself. I’m trying to lose weight for my wedding but I can’t find the time to do it. Every time I start exercising or even getting time to myself, my boys cry wanting to be picked up, but I can’t do that all the time. My partner is always working. It’s getting to the point that I’m lashing out at my partner and getting suicidal. I don’t know what to do.

I’m tired, just tired