I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know if I should test. I don’t really know anything besides that I am completely and utterly terrified right now. Just so incredibly scared. I don’t know how to handle this because it has never been a more possible chance then it is right now. And that scares me. I’m scared about being pregnant. I’m scared about my boyfriend leaving me. I’m sad about how in October he told me he wanted to marry me, and he was drunk. He wanted to get me pregnant and have a baby. But were in college and that’s not happening hopefully anytime soon. But I don’t want him to leave. I don’t want him to break up with me. I love him so so so much... I just don’t know what to do.

Sincerely,

Me