Need advice 😭😭

Need some advice.

I kinda need some advice about my sexlife.

We had sex for three night straight,

But earlier this morning

Idk but i was horny i mean so horny.

I keep on kissing him and i even suck his dick 😭 but he refused cause he’s tired and his feet hurt daw 😩

And even if we had sex, i cant feel my Gspot anymore, huhu. So yeah that’s why i wanna have sex cause i wanna feel my Gspot. And if I asked for second round? He just kiss me and say “later, let’s have a nap”

Then woke up and its already morning 😒

Even if we talk about it, it’s like the beginning of arguments.

And he eventually say that “am i not make you feel satisfied?” Or “so you’re not satisfied anymore” huhu

Can someone please give me some advice what should i do? I know i love him and he loves me too, but i think sex is a need, or an adventure of our bodies, and its not like im not satisfied. I dont want anyone else to have sex with i just want him, but maybe, just maybe.. There’s a big chance na im gonna cheat right? Huhu but i dont want to cause i love him.

Ps: there’s no sex toy here in philippines so huhu no mb! Lol

Deym sexlife!! 😭