Scared

Cheri

So my husband an I have been trying for a year now an In may I had a miscarriage. By the grace of god on 12/5 I seen two pink line. So my doctor had a hcg test done that day it was 17 we waited a week went back had another hcg it was 823. Today (2weeks later) was my first prenatal appointment an I asked her if I could get another hcg. So today my hcg was 18,018. I am currently 7weeks 3 days. I go for a ultrasound on Tuesday to see it cause my doctor knows I’ll be better once I do. I want to be happy but in the back of my mind I am still scared I will loose this one. I am also scared cause it feels like I’m starting over again as I have a 11 and 9 year old from a previous relationship.