Tubal Pregnancy

I am 10w5d on my pregnancy. Unfortunately I have the tubal pregnancy. The baby isn't developing in the womb, It's inside one of my fallopian tubes. But my stomach is getting bigger. I will be having my "abortion procedure " Tomorrow and I'm going nuts. My husband and I are feeling so Depressed. And we're scared of having the procedure. We have no other choice, my pregnancy has to get into an end before something really bad happens to me. We cant accept the fact that i can't have full term and not be able of having our baby 😒😒😔