The Randomness

I have days where I'm ok and days where I feel like crap, but I worry whenever I feel normal. My mood swings are terrible, my poor boyfriend can't even breathe too loudly. 🤦🏽‍♀️ Also sometimes I feel alone. Especially because he already has two kids from a previous relationship so I just feel like, well idk how to explain it exactly. Just alone. This is my first experience so it kind of sucks away the joy because I'm the only one experiencing this for the first time. Probably sounds like a horrible way to think though.