frustrated

I know I shouldn't be frustrated as upset but I am I'm dosed to have my baby on the second and a close family member just had hers and kept bragging about how our babies where ganna be due the same day.....yes I want this baby out but I'm upset that my child will have to share her birthday been having light cramping and think my water is leaking uggggg no I don't want to go past 40 weeks and I know it shouldn't be a big deal but she was due after me and already had her baby sorry guys I'm just upset guess the hormones are getting to me :(