Need positive vibes !!!

Iam 14 weeks pregnant now baby #2 ..my husband and mother in law are dying for a baby boy ..i have a baby girl trl already she is 18 month ❤️ iam finding out the gender on friday but iam very worried to have another girl and i feel guilty because of that feeling 😟 i know all babies are a blessing and the most important thing to have a complete healthy baby but i cant get rid of that feeling 😕😕 please tell me that if the baby is girl i will pass this feeling and i will enjoy my pregnancy