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I am pro choice..

I admit i was a person who believed that there was no right reason as to why anyone would choose to have an abortion. Then at 22 weeks I was in a position that i wouldn't wish on anyone. Here's my two cents on the topic. You're right abortion is horrible, it's sad its devastating. Some women choose to abort cause they arent ready to have kids, but some women, like myself choose abortion because they really have no other option. Their bodies reject the baby, and or the pregnancy like mine. 20 weeks pregnant is only half way there you still have 20 weeks to go. What would you do if your baby had no water surrounding them? Knowing that its hard for them to breath cause that's what the fluid helps do. Knowing their muscles are growing stiff because they have no fluid to help them move. What would you do when the placenta starts detaching and you are hemorrhaging so bad you can't get up cause blood pools at your feet? What would you do when the amount your bleeding is so bad you almost need a transfusion? What would you do when there is a law stating there is nothing they can do for your baby you can wait but you'll die cause the amount of blood but they won't keep you nor do anything for the baby? Although my body was in labor it wouldn't go all the way so you choose to get induced to help the process. Choosing that is considered abortion. Not all abortion is selfish, not all women who have an abortion want it. I'm glad I had the decision and that I'm still alive to watch my other two kids grow because it was MY decision not everyone who doesn't agree with it. Abortion is devastating its hard its traumatic its a lingering grief that never lifts from your chest. But sometimes it has to be done

my baby Nolan Eugene. Born 11/17/16 took 4 breaths and left this world. 1 week away from being considered viable. I hate my body for doing this. I hate that I had to make a decision. I hate that I lost him. my water broke at 20 weeks and I gave birth to him at 23 weeks.