Help Please TTC and I have no idea what my body is doing!

Isla

I’m on cycle day 12 my opk test hasn’t been positive yet.. my cervix was soft and open and I had a medium amount of cervical mucus. Today it seems be quite firm again and more closed and my cervical mucus is still quite a bit but it’s more of a creamy colour. 😫 desperate for this baby to happen but I just don’t know what my body is doing. Feels like I’m having ovulation cramps right now but my cervix is telling a different story...we have done the baby dance last two days so would hopefully have got some up there if I have already ovulated but this is all just too confusing 😫😫😫