I recently decided that I wanted a divorce from my husband and after asking for divorce I was a hundred percent sure it didn't want to be with him so I decided to pursue another relationship with another person so well now dating the other person I can't stop myself from talking to my husband and now want to be with my husband so I broke it off with the other guy and now I don't know who I really want. when the people say the grass isn't greener that's really true I feel like I made a mess of my life for nothing and now I can't figure out who I want. I seriously fuckshit up.