Thinking it's time to leave.

Tonight was the last straw. I don't think I can do this anymore. The lies, hiding things and being distant. I can only prove what I can prove but it shouldn't matter because 2 year this relationship has lasted and for the whole time he has been hiding thing from me. I figure it out, I find out and I left him right in the beginning for it and took him back because he is a great person. But I can't trust him and I feel so disrespected. Every single time when he starts doing something and feels guilty he acts different. He is an alcoholic and has been to rehab for it but that doesn't stop the fact that he can not control his urges and once he indulges in one he can't stop! I have always told him to talk to me about it that if he relapsed to tell me and talk about how we can prevent it from getting bad. I have been understanding and nice about it. But every 2-3 months I find hidden alcohol. Empty, half drank, full. I am not mean or get angry about his addiction but I don't think I can take it anymore. 2 years and he hides it every time. He knows he has a problem, he put himself through rehab before we even dated. He lied about him not drinking anymore when we first started talking. I'm sick of the lies and hiding. I have stuck by his side, supported him, help him reach goals he set for himself. We are a month and a half away from the closing date on what was suppose to be our first house. I can not do this when I don't trust him. It's not just alcohol, he takes money from the safe and doesn't tell me until he realizes he can pay it back and it's money I've been saving for a long time it's my safety net. I've told him if he needs money to ask and if he can pay it back he can have it unless it's an emergency.

In the last month he hasn't gone to work more than 5 times idk how he still has a job. He just stays home. I can't.

After I found shit he hid again tonight, he just left. I don't know and really don't care where he went at this point.