Is it weird that I can’t handle it ?

So my husband likes to go down on me and I like it to but he’s like amazing at it and it’s to much for me I get really embarrassed because I’m always squirming away from him and sometimes hurting him 😔

He’s really sweet about it and he’s always like just relax and let me take care of you and I try because I want him too but it ends up with him pretty much giving up and proceeding with intercourse

It’s not really affecting my sex life but I am self conscious about it I was just wondering if any other women had a similar experience or had any advice