okay i literally sound shitty...😔

So ive been dating this guy for about 1 month and a few days, and my highschool sweetheart texted me about 2 weeks ago and we've been talking non -stop, hw admits that he still loves me and wants to be with me as soon as he graduates college so he can afford to take me to really really expensive nice places since money has been super tight for us, even as children, which its only about 4 months and i usally like talking to my "crushes" for more than 3 months, but i also have a boyfriend and love him dearly too, but i love my sweetheart more, WTF DO I DO?!?!?! Backstory: Im a fairly pretty girl i presume and in highschool had alot of guys hit on me constantly, so I really just avoided them, i won homecoming queen every year, and won prom queen 3 times, since i went 3 times by being invited by older friends of mine, but im not very popular, so i met my sweetheart in 7th grade and we dated all though highschool but we split because I was going to college in a diffrent state, but i never stopped loving him, we would talk everyday, then a close friend from middle school asked me ln a date so i said yes, and then i said i would be his girlfriend,but i want my sweetheart, i love them both so much and don't want to hurt them.