I feel like I’m the only one upset. Its so lonely...

I had a miscarriage a little over two months ago and still find myself crying myself to sleep some nights.

It was an unplanned pregnancy, and partner was unsure of whether we should’ve kept it or not if it continued. So as you might imagine-he wasn’t necessarily upset about the miscarriage. He’s tried to be supportive, but it’s difficult to confide in him about it because of this.

I know people that have had abortions, but no one thats had a miscarriage from a pregnancy they wanted to keep. The few friends that know had only made comments like the baby I lost was something replaceable...or point out all the reasons why it would have been bad timing.

I’ve pretty much given up on talking about it with people because it just hurts. I feel so isolated. Like no one around me understands why I’m upset. That I have no one to talk about these feelings with. I wish I didn’t feel so alone.