sad and crying

on Christmas night I found out I was pregnant. I broke down and cryed because I was so happy. I went to the er about a week later because I was having spotting. they said it was normal and I was early so it was more then like just implanted. today I misscarried and I feel like I did something wrong. I was taking the prenatal pills and even stopped drinking soda. I now can't stop crying because of the loss.