emotional

Is it just me or do other people also write poems and just write in general about the miscarriage and letters to the baby and stuff like that. I write them when I really get emotional about the loss to help get my emotions out. I had a miscarriage last month on December 5th. Now my grandfather who I am very close with is dying. The doctors say this is What's going to kill him they just dont kmow how fast. I used to not be an emotional person but the past few years have been full of emotional and heart breaking moments. I blame myself for every thing and I know I shouldn't but I just do.