Ftm so please

Callie • First time mom to be with a baby boy 👶🏽💙

Bare with me. I’m 20 weeks and 3 days. I know they said the sickness and symptoms will subside eventually but i honestly wasn’t expecting them to so now I just don’t feel pregnant other than the big belly. I still haven’t felt the baby move/kick but my aunt said it took a long time for her too and that everyone is different. I know I sound stupid but I’ve lost a baby before but I wasn’t this far along so I don’t know if I would feel/see anything like blood or cramps. I go to the dr on Thursday to find out the gender and I’m praying that it just confirms that I was being crazy.