I am having a breakdown right now! in the small area i live in, everyone knows my dad, either it's for his sports or how he acted in high school. so everyone can just look at me and be like "oh that's _____'s daughter." my dad was one if the best baseball, basketball, and football players around. everyone expects me to live up to that. so I play softball, I'm really good at it. one of the best at my school. I play my freshman year, I sit the bench, witch is not normal, I'm always one if the star players. hell when I would walk to the field the parents would cheer for me, asking me questions like "how many homeruns are you gonna put out today?" or "oh god Jades here, this team is gonna be in trouble." I was everyone's all round favorite, but my dad was an assistant coach, not one if the head coaches, so I had to pay for that. the head coach, they gave their daughters and thier daughters best friends places over me. they used the excuse, I'm a freshmen. I'm not living up to the expectations for me, and it's killing me.