Miscarriage and I’m freaking out

So my husband and i have been married for 6 years without ttc because we wanted to finish school and be somewhat stabling before having a baby. We decided to try and got pregnant right away! I was sooo excited and he was 99% freaking out 1% Excited lol which is okay.

Everyday I was reading about pregnancy, the do’s and don’ts and just over the moon. I was only 7 weeks but decided to tell our families on Christmas which they were freaking out excited!!! ( everyone has been waiting for us to have kids) well I started spotting and called the obgyn doctor and they told me they couldn’t see me because they were full but if I was bleeding to go to the ER. I went and they were confused because my numbers were high but they couldn’t see anything. At first they thought it could be an ectopic pregnancy but turned out to be a blighted ovum. I was having bad cramps I was glad i was having a normal miscarriage and not an ectopic pregnancy.

Anyways I was okay tried not to get too worked up about it since there was technically no baby growing and that was okay. Now I’m waiting to try in 2 months again which I am freaking out about because i don’t want to get my hopes up and have something happen again. I’ve been having dreams of not being able to get pregnant and it’s freaking me out!!! We waited till we were ready and now I’m freaking out that it may not happen! Idk maybe after a couple of weeks it’s all starting to hit me!!