Excepting me cheating

Ana • 22 and learning

My on and off boyfriend of 8 years we have 2 kids already, had just excepted me telling him that I'm pregnant and that I cheated and is now unsure of the father 😓 I still don't know how to feel I'm definitely not happy about this pregnancy I want to have an abortion because I don't know who the father is but what if it's his ?? Idk but I'm also against abortions ! Idk what to do