Does anyone cry after sex?

So since I lost my virginity at 16 I always seem to cry after good sex. I always been self conscious of my body and takes me FOREVER to even get into it, but once I am it’s water works right after. I feel this sense of anxiety in my chest and my eyes water and I have a hard time breathing. Weird right! I also feel kinda shitty too. Like my dude now I’m so In love with and I don’t want him to feel bad. It’s so corny how we can have hot role play sex and as soon as I cum I’m curled in a ball holding my chest and flood with tears. Sometimes I even make crying noises. I do NOT feel unhappy at all. I love life. I don’t know where it’s coming from. Sometimes I even hold it back cause I don’t wanna ruin the moment. My boy feels so bad when he sees me like that. He thinks I’m hiding a trauma but I’m not ( thank god) but I never been abused sexual before so idk can anyone help?