Broken

I was gonna delete this app but I figured there are people here who will understand my pain. A week ago, I went for my first ultrasound thinking I was 8weeks but baby measured 6weeks. I was scheduled to go in today for another scan and for some reason they told me, there was no heartbeat and that she actually cannot see a baby. My eyes was filled with tears at that point and I couldn't say a word. I am broken because this is the 3rd miscarriage in a year. It seems i never make it past 6weeks. I am helpless and can't stop crying. Couldn't even decide whether to go with D&C; or pass it naturally or take the pill. Why can't I just carry to full term? Everyone around is pregnant or have children. I am so broken 😢😢