Husband withholding sex from me. We have been TTC for almost a year now. Or so I thought until last night.

He has been saying that he wants a baby when I start talking baby...

I have been so excited bc he never really looked like he wanted it too.

Yesterday, I texted him a pic of my positive ovulation test.

no comment.

He got home from work. no comment.

After I have cleaned the house, washed 4 piles of his clothes, cooked him a warm plate of food, I nudged in the direction of a quick baby dance.

he layed on the bed with his arms behind his head. I got on top and took the lead. no response. he was still just lying there. not even kissing me or looking at me.

I thought I didnt try hard enough.. BJ and all, no response.

Even better yet, after almost 30min of fucking horseriding, panting from hornyness, I freaked out and asked if he could just look at me and try enjoying it.

He said that he didn't feel anything.

well for a man part that big I still do t believe a word. He got out of bed and walked to the bathroom and left me hanging.

Today I took another ovu test, very faint line. I asked if we were going to try tonight.. its my last day of fertility.

He said no.. he does not want to make a baby like that... not when I am in my fertile days because that is forcing it.

WTF... this is my only chance every month...

he just doesnt budge... but when he is certain I am not fertile he wants to fck all the time

I feel like broken, shattered glass shards at the bottom of the ocean..