Ultrasound

I was dead set on not finding out the gender of my baby. I just had my ultrasound and I'm 90% sure that I'm having a boy-the tech didn't say but I saw what looked to be boy parts. I'm so disappointed, this is my last baby and I wanted a girl so badly. I feel awful for feeling like this but it's also why I didn't want to find out the gender. UGH! I also don't have any idea what we are going to call this baby if it is a boy.