Out of my league 😬

So I’ve got this little bub, still only the gest sack at the moment as I’m only 5 weeks in and it looks like I’m going to be doing this alone.. I want to keep Bub but I think the baby daddy doesn’t want a thing to do with it 😔 and I’m so scared that if I have this little angel I won’t be able to care and give it what it needs... I don’t want to be throwing a pity party but I’m so worried there’s so much that comes with a baby and so much will need to change