Male infertility: loosing my mind

Br

So my husband has male infertility: no sperm... on meds hcg and clomid. We’re in the 2nd month of the 3 month trial of meds.This is month 18 of no baby. I was doing ok. I made it through the holiday with my head held high... and than BAM the new year hit and everyone and there sister is pregnant!!! And my ex fiancée who married my friend... just announced their expecting. And today i started my period. I feel like i want to crawl in a hole and die.... but at the same time I’m trying to be supportive bc my husband already feels horrible it’s him. I guess i just needed to vent.... in a safe place.