Single alone and pregnant

I’m 32 weeks and I am freaking OUT because I am all alone. I thought I was going to get back together with my ex husband.. (this pregnancy was an unexpected surprise from a guy I hardly know) my ex husband said he couldn’t handle the idea of me having another baby with someone else (we have a daughter together) so that failed and he is currently on a Romantic get away with a new love interest.

The father of the baby I’m currently pregnant with has not reached out to me at all since about 5 months. I sent him a message the other day saying that I am going to be induced on March 2nd and I never received a reply, and I didn’t bother following up any further. I doubt I will ever hear from him again unless it’s to fight child support obligations.

I have been a complete wreck, my heart is shattered in a hundred pieces because I know that it is going to take forever for me If never to find someone to spend time with. I’m so lonely.. and I would give anything just to be hugged. Like seriously. Two kids is going to make it impossible for me to go out and find someone. Does anyone else feel this way? I live my kids and I don’t mean that I resent them. I just mean that I’m not someone guys want. So upset :( any advice?

Xoxo,

A single divorced mom.