Anticipation

So I’ve noticed some changes lately. My head hurts a lot, can smell everything, exhausted all the time etc etc. I have PCOS so AF is a little tricky for me as she doesn’t always show her face very often to begin with. Had sex a week ago when I was producing large amounts of optimum CM. The wait to test is killing me, and also driving me insane with worry. I’ve miscarried 2 already, as well as experienced a couple pseudo pregnancies. I don’t want to get my hopes up but I also want a baby....