Hubby unwilling to do anything further to TTC

Not sure if I’m looking for advice or just a shoulder to cry on. After almost a year of unsuccessful TTC I broached the subject with my hubby about the possibility of investigating fertility issues. His reply was if it’s meant to happen it’ll just happen on its own. if there’s something wrong that’s stopping it then it’s just not meant to be. He doesn’t think if I need clomid or other meds etc that I should cause it just means it isn’t meant to happen. I’m heartbroken hearing this. We already have 2 children each from previous relationships and maybe I’m being selfish wanting this. But I feel like this is it for us now 😔