Thursday is the start of my fertile days. Monday is my highest fertile day with 33% chance. If I don't get a BFP, I'm done truly trying and if it happens, it happens.

This year will be our 4th year trying. I had a miscarriage a couple years ago and it was devastating on us, but we pulled through and kept trying. Nothing. And I pray this year is our year, but I doubt it.

It's so hard. I have this small batch of hope left but we both just kind of shrugged last night when we talked about it. Even he has lost hope. So, send us baby dust and let's see if this last time will be our lucky try.