My fiancé/father of my kids

Deseray

Told me last night the only reason he’s with my “retarded “ ass is for our son and this isn’t the first time he’s said but now he’s saying he was just mad idk what to believe or do ...he claimed there’s a reason he’s always doing something and never home is because he can’t stand being around me ...anyway I’m pregnant with our second child and just dont know how to feel or what to think ... am I really a horrible girlfriend and annoying I just don’t know I don’t wanna be a single mother especially of 2