Squirting (??)

Okay, so every time I penetrate myself, I feel a pressure like I have to pee and I've always held it back. It kills my penetration orgasms to hold it back, but I don't want to piss everywhere. Anyways, tonight, I let it out. I felt like I was peeing everywhere and it wasn't that strong squirting stream like in porn, it was legit like I was slowly peeing. When it'd stop, I'd keep penetrating and then it'd start coming out again. Is ThIS sQUirTing?