Not having a baby shower??

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So I've been planning my baby shower for months... and today I had to cancel it (it's in 4 weeks) and I'm just devastated. Anyone else not having a shower with their first baby? And why? Please comment .

Edit : I also don't have anything at all. No clothes no diapers . And I'm due in march. So I was going to use my baby shower to get everything I needed but..