My crazy dreams

I had a dream last night that my husband left me for a woman that had 2 children already. When I asked him why? He only said “because you stopped trying!”

My worst fear is not being able to make him a father, not because I fear him leaving( I’m very sure he wouldn’t), but because he would be an amazing father.

I have not responded to Clomid or letrozol and I am afraid of any other treatments. I’m overwhelmed.

My heart is heavy. Thanks- I needed to vent.