Low self esteem and acne

Ok I know I am ugly and looks half dead but I think my acne has gotten a lot better I have struggled a lot with low self esteem and it has been a hard battle and I go through phases were I get so mad at myself and practically hit myself because I hate the way I look but anyway I have been in treatment for 3 months and it’s finally working even though I still get some during and around my period please note that the picture on the left is me from 3 months ago and the one on the right is me yesterday... and that yesterday was one of the better days for my face