It felt horrible telling my boyfriend it was negative 😞😞

I was two weeks late this month when my period came and after it came I just cried and cried. My boyfriend was so excited that my period was late and he was so happy and I had a feeling that it would be my month.. then Aunt Flo came and I cried and I didn’t know how I could tell him that my period came 😢 we’ve been trying for over a year and every month we get so excited and it made me so sad that I had to tell him 😞. As soon as I told him he was so sad and had tears in his eyes and it’s been a few days and he’s still so sad. Ugh I just wonder when it will be my turn. God please 😞😞