Another negative...

And it hurts so much. Over a year and a half. At first it’s oh, it’s another negative again. An hour or so later is silently sobbing, curled up in a bawl, it’s ANOTHER fucking negative. What’s worse is seeing all these people with their announcements after trying for only 4 months... their second or third child...The company my in laws own and I work at we personalize some of our things, guess what’s really popular right now that I have to work on everyday? Baby stuff. Announcements, gifts for showers, etc.