Happy for them, yet feeling sad for myself

I suffered a MC in August. I thought I’d come to terms with the loss, but I’m having a hard time at the moment because I shared due month with 4 other ladies (my sister in law, my best friend, my cousin and my colleague).

So now all the babies have been born during the last 2 weeks, my EDD was 8 Jan, we’re trying, but I just got another BFN yesterday.

I’m in the loo at work crying my eyes out, because another colleague of ours just found out she is expecting and she’s decided to have an abortion!!!!!!

I just wanted to vent... sorry 😔😔😔

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Im sorry for your losses. I too have had 2 miscarriages. I dont blame you for feeling that way. I would be pissed if my bff texted me she was pregnant but I think it is normal for us. It always feels like why them and not us.

Ka

Kathleen • Jan 17, 2018
I'm sorry for your losses too. It hurts more each time :(

Ka

Kathleen • Jan 17, 2018
It certainly does. I'm praying it will be our time soon ❤️

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Im so sorry. I know how you feel! I went through the samething! I had a mc in March 2017. In July I found out my bro's gf was pregnant.. then my oldest sister got pregnant, my cousin's wife, and one of my God sisters. We were able to conceive again in October/November. We were so happy.. everyone was happy. I had another miscarriage last week. I have to brace myself for when all the babies start being born. All I keep asking is why them and not us? How all these women around me are able to carry healthy babies but not me.. to be fair.. my sister did have 2 mcs as well one two weeks after my first one but still. Trust me, I know your pain all too well. We just have to hang in there and be honest. If you dont feel strong enough to see the babies then let them know it isnt anything against them, it is just that you are not ready yet.

Ka

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Ugh, I'm so sorry! It's hard because you feel guilty feeling that way, but just know it's normal. My bestfriend texted me yesterday and told me she had giant news (she's been trying) and I almost had a heart attack expecting her to say she was pregnant (I just mc for the 2nd time on Friday). I was so relieved it was different news and then immediately felt horrible all at the same time for feeling that way. I hope you get you BFP soon and it's the easiest pregnancy ever! Big hugs!