Happy for them, yet feeling sad for myself

Im sorry for your losses. I too have had 2 miscarriages. I dont blame you for feeling that way. I would be pissed if my bff texted me she was pregnant but I think it is normal for us. It always feels like why them and not us.

Im so sorry. I know how you feel! I went through the samething! I had a mc in March 2017. In July I found out my bro's gf was pregnant.. then my oldest sister got pregnant, my cousin's wife, and one of my God sisters. We were able to conceive again in October/November. We were so happy.. everyone was happy. I had another miscarriage last week. I have to brace myself for when all the babies start being born. All I keep asking is why them and not us? How all these women around me are able to carry healthy babies but not me.. to be fair.. my sister did have 2 mcs as well one two weeks after my first one but still. Trust me, I know your pain all too well. We just have to hang in there and be honest. If you dont feel strong enough to see the babies then let them know it isnt anything against them, it is just that you are not ready yet.

Ugh, I'm so sorry! It's hard because you feel guilty feeling that way, but just know it's normal. My bestfriend texted me yesterday and told me she had giant news (she's been trying) and I almost had a heart attack expecting her to say she was pregnant (I just mc for the 2nd time on Friday). I was so relieved it was different news and then immediately felt horrible all at the same time for feeling that way. I hope you get you BFP soon and it's the easiest pregnancy ever! Big hugs!