So, we are 4w3d pregnant with our rainbow baby after a loss in October 2017 at 17 weeks due to an incompetent cervix. I’m super excited that God has blessed us to carry life again...but I’m not feeling pregnant. Clothes aren’t fitting tighter, no sickness (although I’m grateful for that)...just feel normal. And I know that sounds weird but after being pregnant for the first time and losing her, I’m ready to feel pregnant. Not necessarily the sickness part but I’m looking forward to getting back into maternity clothes (many of which I ever got to wear), cravings or at least being really decisive about what I want to eat...something. I’m not even tired like I was the first time. And now I’m testing like all the time just to be sure it’s still happening. Does this sound crazy? I hope not.