I just lost my baby in October of last year. and that ended up losing my right tube. I ended up having to go through emergency surgery and the sad part is before I went into emergency surgery I had a sonogram and it showed that the baby was alive and it has a heartbeat. and although it's been a few months I still get sad. I'll look around and everybody I know has kids. I had two ectopic pregnancies. and I'm ready to try again but I'm scared also. at one point in my life I didn't think I could have kids. but the morning I woke up I didn't know what was going on with me. every part of my body just wanted to die that day if I wouldn't have gotten the money to get to the hospital I think I would have died. sometimes I feel like crying still because it still hurts and I know this is weird but my baby had a heart beat and I wanted to see it but the drugs are put me on had me out of it. but I want to know what happens to the fetus after they take it out of you. but I went on Facebook and I put as my cover page I am a proud mother of an Angel. well Angels