Soulmates?

Hey guys! Thanks for taking time to read this lol, i️ recently met a guy through a friend. We haven’t spoken in person but we text snap and follow each other on instagram. We call and facetime and were each other’s number one bffs on snapchat.

I’m not saying hes my soulmate for that just saying i️ know who he is and he’s not a. creep lol

Anyway so basically he’s so sweet and kind and funny and he has addiction issues but i’m making him go to therapy, and he’s been doing much better since we started talking. He makes me feel warm and gushy and happy , im a very reserved emotionally person when it comes to relationships because i️ get attached too easily and that’s my way of getting safe-by blocking out my emotions .

It’s really scary because we have literally the same exact interests down to the last detail Also, he’s very respectful and never asked for nudes or sex or anything even though we have been talking for a while. He’s a very gentle soft and kind animal loving affectionate and caring man. He’s like the gay bff i️ never had but he’s STRAIGHT and in love with me HAHAHAHAHA.

He makes me feel loved and appreciated and full. He is always there when i️ need advice and vice versa.

The only issue is he lives on the other side of the US, and that for some reason i️ can’t come to the terms that i️ might love him. I️ really like him for sure and he treats me so well and this is the type of man i’d want to spend the my whole life with but i️ can’t say i️ love him and idont know why. I️ could love him maybe i’m just too scared it won’t work out and getting my feelings hurt again. why am i️ blocking our this potential joy in my life?

I have a feeling he is my soulmate. what do you think?